[ His brow furrowed even as he stood. He knew the risk he took blurting that out but he had to. His eyes closed, a breath escaping him. ]

...we've a history him and I. Spent a good part of a year with naught but each other to keep us safe. I just...

[ And he winced, lightly clutching at his shoulder again as he lowered his head. ]

Just wanted to be honest with you. If I want to be with you then... I'd rather you know why I couldn't make a bloody decision yet.

[ Another breath. ]

Didn't want you to feel like I'd been cheating on him with you. That you were the one I want. I wanted you to know that you'd be the only one.

[ But he let his arm go finally. ]

You're helping me move on, pittance though that might mean to you.